The last thing I remember was falling. The wind gently brushing my hair as the earth pulled me down. I tried to look around the few little corners that the sun still touches but I still could not see anything. Then suddenly someone or something grab my hand. This creature was nothing that I have ever seen before nor heard in any myth known to man. It's eyes were shapeless like water. It's mouth hidden under a scarf which bore the emblem of some kind of cross. The mere presence of the creature seem to command much respect to those whoever is around it.
Steps have now form themselves before me. On the end was a giant gate on which the word "Abandon" was engraved. I continued not knowing what lies for me ahead. I just continued.
Still I wonder or will my curiosity like any before me lead me to more a bestial fate or maybe worst.
2nd:
The darkness was as vast as the endless sky. My eyes could no longer measure its dept. It hurts at first and the sensation of being somewhere so devoid of light made my bones chill to the very core. The creature in front of me seem to glide along the stairs rather than walk. His figure was truly magnificent. Since even with the pitch black background that surrounds everything in this place. This creature was the only thing that I see in my minds eye. Maybe this could be a trick? or maybe it is something else. Perhaps it was better to see something. I would give anything to see something again.
Then it seems like a lifetime when I had the first feeling of falling. I wanted to get out again. I wanted to fall somewhere else but not here. I could just hear my heart clamoring to get out. They just don't want to have anything to do with the place that I am. Then as we walk to somewhere that seems to be a corridor. I could though faintly hear cries of different people. Cries of both humans and animals dancing along the still wind that covers the atmosphere. Their voices were like a million sharp sword that seem to pierce the very fabric of my soul. I could not take it any longer. Yet the creature in front of me told me to keep on going. His voice was like music that no mortal has yet ever heard or will ever hear for that matter. Who or What could this creature be? Why is he guiding me? or could he even be real?
3rd:
Thus my journey continues as I blindly follow the strange creature in front of me. The cries were getting louder. I tried to cry and shout for the pleasure of at least hearing my voice again. Unfortunately I could hear nothing but the cries of so many others until my own had barely crack into thin air. At this moment I thought of how many people I have left disappointed. The many promises I keep breaking. Have I truly wasted my life?
The creature in front of me look nothing like the creature I have seen a while ago. It seems that it has the ability to change its face or shape to whatever or anything that it wishes. As a boy I knew angels are not supposed to change shape or at least that is what I know. Then again maybe he or it was not an angel after all. Yet its words were pure unlike anything I have heard or seen before. Somehow I could feel his invisible arm pulling me towards him. I resolve to know more about where I am? Who it was that put me in this place? The little answers that I could guest seems to bring forth more questions I wish I never have to answer.
(Sorry for the miss spelling and grammar! this are just scribbles that I write when I am sleepy. I will try to revise them as soon as I have the time. lol I'm lazy!!)
4th:
"Though I pass the valley of death I shall fear no evil". I heard my mind whisper this ghastly chant as I walk past through the empty yet large corridor right in front of me. The feeling was tense and the air still chilled as I continue to trend upon this cursed place. Slowly yet surely my guide directed me through every step of the way. I can neither complain nor talk. I was not even sure if the creature could understand the language that I speak. But I was sure of one thing the creature had a way of understanding what I mean. No words were required as he showed me the way.
5th:
I continue to follow my guide blindly in the corridor going deeper and deeper into the abyss. I have no sense of time. I could not remember if it was a year or an hour ago that I had my first fall and encounter with this creature whom now I call my guide. When will I arrive I thought to myself. I have miss so many in my life back at home. knowing life was temporary surely did not stop me from wasting all the time that I had. I had my own reasons and so I just did what I thought was right at that time.
Gradually the pace of our journey was not the same as before.
6th:
In a split second the air around us was a lot different now. It was like we were on a different plane. But I have only taken some 2 or 3 steps at the most. Something was bond to happen I was sure of it. My guide in font of me took no notice of everything but continued to walk ever so persistently in his course. I had no choice but to follow since with everything around me pitch in black this creature, my guide was the only glim of light that I could see.
How long do we need to travel? when will we arrive? Or is my fate tied to walking around this cursed place for all eternity?
